jane says

The hole is ocean size
sometimes I try to fill it
nicotine,sex,feelings
sometimes I don't, I give in
a walking shiny meat suit am i
a puppet with no remorse
as baseline as i can be
often i can feel it as i try to climb out
to see it in it's entirety would be numbing
I try to dress it up and present it as art
It's not pretty, I'm not pretty.
fold it up and put it in my pocket.
Swing hard
Swing fast
say good night.