hi

I am home alone. I have spent a large part of the day not being able to focus on anything other than the TV, literally. I am bored.

I have jerked off 4 times, watched 3 episodes of CSeye NY, the news, bad news- who really cares that c.bale freaked out on the set, boston legal, porn etc.

I've just finished my third Jack and coke, I will now have some vodka.

I blackened a 14 oz. steak with fried onions,garlic, and potatoes, fucking yummy.

I talked to my completly self obsessed newly divorced friend, I would rather have talked to you and had some kind of naughty phone sex based on the concept of fucking mostly clothed aganst an office door.

I will have eye surgery, minor, in two weeks, I'll see better.

I am so fucking bored right now.................