monkey's fly

Sitting on the edge of a chair looking down a hole
in
the
kitchen
floor.

Looking for the piece of my heart
that seems to be missing

Scraping up some sludge around the edges of the hole with my thumbnail.

Black,
greasy,
grimy,
I roll it between my fingers into a ball and then into a plug of sorts.
I open my shirt and dig into my chest and stick my finger into my heart, seems the same size.
I jam the sludge cork in, perhaps I'll feel whole again, maybe I won't.

Or nothings missing and my expectations are to high and now I have a sludge cork in my chest with no purpose at all.

aah choo!

This represents my mood perfectly today. I'm digging a ditch with a sexy babe taunting me.

4 T

if you were candy
you would be my favorite flavor
i want to taste you
i want you to lick me

if I were a lion tamer
you would be the lioness
i want to dominate
i want you to tear me apart

if you were a disease
i would be afflicted
i want to breath you deep
i want to fuck you deep

if i could actually write
this might be a little better

i very much want to hold your hand
and kiss you on a blanket in central park.

the end
xxx

seriously?

punch me in the face
paint it red-blood

give me something to believe
anything, i'll put it on my skin
I'll put in the basket-something

not enough/it's never enough

punch me
fuck me
kill me
fire away...................

hi

work will be hard
my cock will be hard
thinkin' of my tongue
against your tan belly
smacking me in the face
for the things i've said and done

like a smoke.

Just eat me, devour me in my entirety
I'm sick of giving piece by piece, be done with it
my lust for you makes me weak, although you are not my-you
your pale skin and the stinging of your lips are not all there is
except when i want a break from all for a moment, the sight of you
youthful,nasty, pretty you.
harmless pretty you.

hey hey my my

what if you could take your soul out to wash?
mine might look like a plum, bruised purple outside,red juicy inside.
i'd use a brillo pad and some candy blue dish soap to scrub it clean.
if this was an option, would it be a daily thing or a last resort type thing?
what happens if you drop it and it rolls away, no soul for the day?
i would smear your lipstick all over it and lick it.
fuck you with it maybe, perhaps give it to you and take a long nap.